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[Izagar]

(11-09-2015, 03:10 AM)Ghenry Wrote:

(11-08-2015, 12:27 PM)Izagar Wrote: My stepfather decided to say that I am lazy and don't want to work due to my fake phobias and anxiety. Uh... Yeah. I want to put up with people bullying me at work all day or yelling at me for being too slow or not doing 50 things in one hour. I love throwing up before work and during work. I like going the other direction too and having to excuse myself! I like having to spend $100 to see a doctor every time I choose to not show up to work because I got so sick or because I feel like I am having a heart attack.

I'm so done with his shit...

So what are you going to do if you are literally unable to work in a place that has other people?

I can work with other people but the job has to be slower paced to not aggitate my anxiety. My anxiety has gotten calmer but I am afraid I'll act up all over again.

Like I dropped a $20 bill out the back window because I was anxious and was being a klutz and my manager went and got the dollar bill after I got yelled at by a customer and I started to break down and cry because I was so stressed out from everything. And that was on day one of working back at a second McDonalds again after being unemployed for one and a half years.

Salvation Army was decently good but they put me at too many hours to start and after eight hours of working my knees down were hurting so bad that ibuprofen wasn't helping and I wanted to throw up from pain. Then Arby's gave me too little hours that I only got seven hours work in two weeks.

If I had a job that started me at twenty hours and was slow paced... I could PROBABLY do it. But I got the world's worse case of low self-esteem that if a job posting has too many responsibilities and uses too many fancy words, I lock up and walk away from it.

I want to work on my webcomic and make some money. Hopefully some people would be interested in it and buy merchandise or pay on my Patreon to get advanced notice on updates. My username is after one of the characters in the webcomic who will show up far later.