05-19-2015, 05:51 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-19-2015, 05:52 PM by WeaponTheory.)
So, I have really nice online gaming friends that help out when new Download Content arrives in co-op games.
A game we've been playing for over five months has been getting stale lately, and that's good, because this lets me be creative and do far more important things in the "real world".
I mean, these creative things may not matter, but it makes me feel good, knowing that people will see my work and go "...huh".
And continue on, and that's alright by me. Or they may become a fan, which is better.
I will get nowhere if I do nothing but play video games all day, which I finally realize that I've been doing way too much of that.
So anyway, a new content of said game has release. I told my friends that I don't want it. And what do they do?
I'm stuck, I don't know what to do...out of all things, I don't want to keep playing this game that pisses me off competitively.
And I don't want to experience the so called new content in the game in which I have NO interest of.
I told them if they pull this off again, I will take this charity and turn it into something else...but I can't, because I'll end up losing a great friend like that. Because really, how fucked is that? That's like giving a homeless food money and they fucking buy drugs with it.
I don't want to go back to that life style. I like being creative again.
I've been told by numerous amount of people saying...
"Why can't you do both?"
I just can't. I tried, many times. I'll work on a project, play a new video game, and over time, that project will never get finished because I will do nothing but wake up and cut the console right on, instead of getting up and go on the computer. addiction
I have three unfinished projects over the past years as proof.
A game we've been playing for over five months has been getting stale lately, and that's good, because this lets me be creative and do far more important things in the "real world".
I mean, these creative things may not matter, but it makes me feel good, knowing that people will see my work and go "...huh".
And continue on, and that's alright by me. Or they may become a fan, which is better.
I will get nowhere if I do nothing but play video games all day, which I finally realize that I've been doing way too much of that.
So anyway, a new content of said game has release. I told my friends that I don't want it. And what do they do?
I'm stuck, I don't know what to do...out of all things, I don't want to keep playing this game that pisses me off competitively.
And I don't want to experience the so called new content in the game in which I have NO interest of.
I told them if they pull this off again, I will take this charity and turn it into something else...but I can't, because I'll end up losing a great friend like that. Because really, how fucked is that? That's like giving a homeless food money and they fucking buy drugs with it.
I don't want to go back to that life style. I like being creative again.
I've been told by numerous amount of people saying...
"Why can't you do both?"
I just can't. I tried, many times. I'll work on a project, play a new video game, and over time, that project will never get finished because I will do nothing but wake up and cut the console right on, instead of getting up and go on the computer. addiction
I have three unfinished projects over the past years as proof.
"Who am I to tell you something that you already know?
Who am I to tell you 'Hold on' when you wanna let go?
Who am I? I'm just a sicko with a song in my head and it keeps playing again and again and again and again."
https://youtu.be/bdJ7xe70ck0
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