So how's your day?

[Shervik]

Allright so I'm getting fucked up, I know some of you know of the thing I had earlier? It might actually be something physically wrong because now I'm dizzy all the time, nauseous and have headaches. Now I went to the doctor and he ordered an MRI, and didn't say much of what it could be, and ordered a bunch of blood tests and tested my blood pressure. That seems to me that it could be something serious so now I'm freaking out a bit. 

This week I haven't been able to go to work because everytime I stood up it was like I was drunk. When I sit down, it's not as bad. I'm also having trouble sleeping, and when I do sleep it's around 4-5 hours and then I feel rested, but then I get tired a few hours later, go to bed, and I can't sleep again. 


I don't feel like doing anything of the creative work I do, because nothing feels like it works. I also don't feel like gaming anything, so I just sit here wasting time I guess.
I just needed to vent this, I am stuck between thinking it's nothing and thinking it's something serious. I don't know what to think. 

On a lighter note I have been watching westworld which is a brilliant written show. I showed it to my friends and all they said was: "doesn't look like anything to me"