11-19-2015, 05:51 PM
(11-19-2015, 05:41 PM)Izagar Wrote: Why the fuck do I have "friends"? SERIOUSLY. JESUS CHRIST.
I use Facebook to communicate with a lot of the friends I have made on the net, like Muigi and BG2.0 to name some of the VGDCers you guys know. I have 25 friends on there. Do you know how many ACTIVELY talk to me on a daily basis? Two. FUCKING. TWO. There are some who do it every couple of days and that is fine, but that leaves about 5-6 people who actually CARE about me or want to try and be friends. I tag a lot of my friends to show them my art or show them what I worked on that I am proud of. ONLY THOSE FIVE RESPONDED BACK. And Muigi? Fuck man. He was my friend for eight years. Now he's so "busy" that he can't look at what I want to show, BUT HE GOES ON AND HE FUCKING RUNS HIS FACEBOOK PAGES AND COMMENTS ON SEVERAL FAN PAGES WHILE BEING "BUSY". WHAT. THE. FUCKING. FUCK.
I look at everything that I am tagged in and sometimes I like and run or I actually comment. It shows that I am interested and I want to talk. But none of my "friends" can do that. Muigi said he is afraid to talk to me because I will blow up. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE I BLEW UP AT PEOPLE AND YELLED AT THEM REAL BAD? It's been MONTHS since I did that. Maybe a year. But he wants to treat me like how I was back in 2008-2009 instead of what I am now, IN THE YEAR 20-FUCKING-15.
I bet none of them would care if I blew my brains out. That's about how much they value my friendship with me.
I have 20 on FB. I only talk to 3 of them. Everyone else is just there. I wiped my profile twice. Because most of them were from high school..they were just classmates not actual friends. That's why wiped it twice. Would be done with fb. But I use to talk to gf.